Waiting for the Morn

My sister had her 60th birthday party last night. I was disappointed I couldn't be there.
I have my good days and my bad days. Today, was not too bad, but now that evening has come, I am hurting pretty badly. I'll be glad when the doctors come up with a solution to my neck problem. Without my pain pills, the pain is horrible. I just sit and cry and pray that this will pass quickly. I can't find rest. I walk the floors and pray morning will hurry up and get here. Why is it when the sun is shining through the windows and the birds are coming awake, I feel much better. I used to like evening time when all was quiet. But now, with all this pain, I just want to move to another day.

I'm discouraged that I have not been able to keep up with my writing. I have an assignment due in 2 weeks and haven't started it yet. I'm in writers block and not sure how to get out of it. Part of the problem is the pain of trying to write on the computer. My fingers just don't want to work correctly. They are numb to my fingertips.